why do things have to be like this?

goodnite world.

it's weird seeing someone you spent a whole year with and now after about two or three months you don't even know what to say to them. it's not that i miss being with them, which i kind of do...but i don't think i miss them in that boyfriend/girlfriend way. i just miss their company. being able to talk to them about anything or everything ( Read more... )

the past two days i've been in blah moods. i really don't know why considering everything has been going great lately. maybe i just need to sit and think about things and about myself and change whatever is putting me in these moods.

dreaming my reality
where truth and fiction don't seem to exist
confusion is home here...

i'm so happy right now. the kind of happy when you have a huge crush on a boy and you get butterflies when you see them. only my happy doesn't involve a boy, just this really super awesome girl that i love to see every single day.

thank you disaster...

i just want things to be normal again. i don't want to see my friends get hurt. i don't want to get hurt.

this is where i say i've had enough
and no one should ever feel the way that i feel now.
a walking open wound,
a trophy display of bruises
and i don't believe that i'm getting any better.

how can i be so happy and so upset all at the same time ( Read more... )

things just kinda suck right now.

i want to go to sleep...but i can't.:(

drinking, hair dying, movies, pictures...girls nite fucking rocks.

.i.love.marilu.jen.and.kelly.

.i'm so confused.

i cannot stay here, i cannot leave
just like all i loved, i'm make believe
imagined heart, i disappear...seems
no one will appear here to make me real