i hate being a girl ( Read more... )

i can't eat.

i can't sleep.

i can't stop crying.

this is so hard.

it hurts to know that i'm the only one hurting here...:(

i feel like last night was the worst night of my life.

i never have ever felt this way and it is a little scary right now.

i know everyone will tell me things will be ok...why don't i really feel like that right now??

.iloveyou.

:(

Why do I beg like a child for your candy?
Why do I come after you like I do, I love you?

i'm so bored.

i need something to do and someone to do it with.

:/

I need the smell of summer,

I need its noises in my ears.

thanks to everyone who came to mine and amy's apartment last night.
it was a great night.:)

for you,
i'd do anything just to make you happy, hear you tell me that you’re proud of me
for them,
i'll kill anything cut the throats of babies for them break they're hearts for they were them

waiting for you to say… i love you too.

today i have decided to wait til people call me to hang out ( Read more... )

today was really crappy...

tonite was a lot better. thank you.:)

i'm sorry everyone for causing so many problems.
i'm really stupid sometimes and that results in me being alone.
i miss you so much.
i don't know what to do.
life sucks.
i suck.

:(