i give up

[dreamslice]

i swear god is puishing me for something i did but i dont know what it is.see it all starts out at the start of my 8th grade year.i started likeing this guy if u dont know who am talking about its anthony.well i liked him since then but i thought therewas no reason to tell him that i liked him.so the year went on i caught him stareing at me a few

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[anonymous]

You know,
If I would've never pushed Gabe to ask you out.
You might have had a better chance.
I'm so sorry Sammy.
:[
I feel so angry now.
But don't worry,
As much as I hate hearing it,
The right one will come.
You just have to wait and prepare.
You'll look back when you're married to the one you truely love,
and say.
Anthony wasn't worth it.
I'm so happy now.
You'll get there Sammy.
God is just telling you, you aren't ready.
But don't worry,
That guy will come.

[dreamslice]

who just said that

[dreamslice]

i know ur right but every time i try to get over him i find something else good about him its like i cant get over him and yea i know am not ugly cause everyone tells me am not but then i look around and everyone has someone and it hurts so bad.i just want to feel loved.i guess i was just so attached to anthony and still am because for once i thought someone actully liked me more then a friend but then he turned away and i felt cold again.i know this is only my first year in high school but i cant help wanting to be held or even kissed by someone.see thats where it hurts the most everyone is so have u had ur first kiss and am like no and i feel like am the only one saying no.maybe in the future it will be different ill come to my 10 year reuion and all the guys will go wow she has it good why didnt i see something in her but waiting is just so hard u know

[theshallowkiss]

Sammy I miss you!!!! It's sad... =(
Who's that friend? I'll beat her up for you! *angry face* grrrr "that's right bitch!"

*clears throat* anywaysss...
Anthony is confusing...He makes me mad. I'm gunna talk to him on mondayy...And then i'm gunna slap him and then walk away...Yup.

I love you Sammehhh!

[dreamslice]

theres no use in talking o him hes going out with pricilla or however u spell here name nad its ok am already getting back at him for hurting me by making him relize what he could have had.so everything is alright now.