I think part of your deal is that you're depending on the rest of the world too much. You have to be at least partially solipsistic, because the first person you have to trust is yourself. If you can't trust yourself to know what you are, the rest of the world will crush you with their perceptions.
Once you learn to depend on your own perceptions of yourself to filter out the perceptions of society, I think you'll be a lot better off.
You have people who love you. That in itself shows that you're definitely not a loser.
sad thing is, you're right for the most part. not really society as a whole, but women seem to crush my spirits.
as for being solipsistic, that's just not something i'd like to try. even just a little bit. i think i have enough of an ego. do i trust me? most of the time. but whenever i'm down, it's usually because i'm badgering myself over someone of the female species.
and, yeah, i reminded myself that even if i didn't have friends or ladies, my family would always be there to love.
but i'm sure glad i have friends like you. much love, brah.
Yeah. It's easy for me to sit here and tell you that it's all gonna work out when things have already worked out for me. It's not really something you can do anything about until your brain just decides to stop torturing you with hormones. One day, it just kinda... went away. I still wanted love, but I was willing to let it come to me instead of falling for anything that talked to me
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girls (that i am attracted to?) make me feel like a loser.
except for you. but that is because you are AWESOME.
let's drink over the weekend, please.
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Once you learn to depend on your own perceptions of yourself to filter out the perceptions of society, I think you'll be a lot better off.
You have people who love you. That in itself shows that you're definitely not a loser.
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sad thing is, you're right for the most part.
not really society as a whole, but women seem to crush my spirits.
as for being solipsistic, that's just not something i'd like to try. even just a little bit. i think i have enough of an ego.
do i trust me? most of the time. but whenever i'm down, it's usually because i'm badgering myself over someone of the female species.
and, yeah, i reminded myself that even if i didn't have friends or ladies, my family would always be there to love.
but i'm sure glad i have friends like you.
much love, brah.
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