Aug 03, 2010 10:08
Dear Mom and Dad,
Ash told us that in Heaven, everyone has their own special corner, and that sometimes, people can share them. Soulmates. If there's anything I still believe after everything we've been through, it's that you two are together up there. Happy. Whole.
I know that I've done a lot of things that you guys {...} probably would've kicked my ass for (Don't worry, Dean's got you covered), but I think that it's all gonna be okay. I'm gonna set things right. Finish the job, just like you would've wanted me to.
Mom, {...} I just want you to know that {...} I don't blame you. And I never once have. It took awhile, but I finally figured out why you apologized to me, back in our old house, and I'm so sorry, Mom. You never should've had to. You did what you had to do, and I will never hold that against you. I just wish {...} that you could've been one of the ones that survived it. That you could've lived so that I could tell you in person, that knowing what happened didn't change a thing. I will always love you, Mom, no matter what happens to me from here on out.
Dad, I'm sorry that even after everything you did, {...} I still ended up becoming a monster. I'm pretty sure that you wouldn't have agreed with any of the decisions that we made but when did we ever agree on anything, right? {...} I might be a monster but I'm not evil. In fact, it's just the opposite. I became a monster to do good, and I'm gonna do good. I hope that, if you're watching us up there, you're proud of us, Dad. I really hope you are.
I miss you guys {...} so much sometimes that it's unbearable. And I don't think I'll ever be able to join you up there, but I hope that one day we can see each other again. Just so you can see the man your son grew up to be. I love you guys, and wherever you are, I hope that you're happy. Because you deserve it.
Love always,
Sam Winchester
john,
letter meme,
mary