[ ic ; letter - your ex-girlfriend ]
Dear Madison,
There's so much that I wish I could say to you, and at the same time, there's really nothing I can say at all. I'm sorry? I wish things had ended differently? It's not enough. There's nothing I could ever say that would ever be enough.
Truth is, there's really nothing I can say {...} but thank you. It seems weird, I know. How can the person that killed you be thanking you? {...} But you gave me something really important and I think I'm stronger today because I met you. Because you gave me a chance to be human again. And because {...} you were stronger than I ever thought I could be.
You didn't let your "something terrible" hold you back. You didn't let the monster inside you rule your life. You were so unbelievably strong for such an innocent person, and you didn't deserve any of what came to you. Yet you still accepted it and did what had to be done. I fought harder for your life than you did. That's when I realized just how much stronger than me you were. How strong I can only hope I am now.
You were amazing, Maddy, and I'm so glad that I got to spend that time with you. You showed me I could still love, and you showed me I could still grow, and I hope to God that wherever you are, you're happy. You had a smile to break hearts.
Sincerely,
Sam Winchester
There's so much that I wish I could say to you, and at the same time, there's really nothing I can say at all. I'm sorry? I wish things had ended differently? It's not enough. There's nothing I could ever say that would ever be enough.
Truth is, there's really nothing I can say {...} but thank you. It seems weird, I know. How can the person that killed you be thanking you? {...} But you gave me something really important and I think I'm stronger today because I met you. Because you gave me a chance to be human again. And because {...} you were stronger than I ever thought I could be.
You didn't let your "something terrible" hold you back. You didn't let the monster inside you rule your life. You were so unbelievably strong for such an innocent person, and you didn't deserve any of what came to you. Yet you still accepted it and did what had to be done. I fought harder for your life than you did. That's when I realized just how much stronger than me you were. How strong I can only hope I am now.
You were amazing, Maddy, and I'm so glad that I got to spend that time with you. You showed me I could still love, and you showed me I could still grow, and I hope to God that wherever you are, you're happy. You had a smile to break hearts.
Sincerely,
Sam Winchester