WITH September
Nino
There’s no really such thing as “Someone whom can see the bonds, yes it’s this person.” To say something like bonds is really hard. There are times where I think in my own way but, it might seems hypocritic when I put it in words.
On a basis, I don’t have any trouble associating with people. Though I think I’m saying this because I lived in a blessed environment, Its annoying to classify people according to if I like them or if I don’t get along well with them. I’m someone whom does things straightforwardly, rather than being concerned with human relationships,I only think about how trying to put 100% into my works and about how to convey them.
That’s why, even if there is someone that I don’t get along well with, to go all the way to reject this person I have to actually use some energy into it, I would think of wanting to go home and rest ne.
It’s something that I’ve been feeling since I was young. It has the same stance as love. I don’t say out the inner most thoughts of my heart, I haven’t told anyone up till now about my troubles too.
Even if we are moving in the direction of, “I wished you’d tell me more of your troubles”, I would shift it in the course that we won’t talk about it. Troubles are something that only you yourself can solve, telling it to people won’t change anything.
But for my case, I won’t call it bonds, but probably because I have a lot of friends whom are a lot older than me. The one nearest to my age is, around 33 years old. Since I’m 13 I’ve always been working with people whom are more senior than me, it’s becoming rather natural for me. It could be that I’m unconsciously attracting the older seniors,With that said, It's not that we always have a theme-ish talk, but because I’ve always been drinking sake, so I don’t really remember what I’ve said. (laugh)