Copying Anita, I have been reading an old journal of mine. My entries are really serious, depressing, and sad. Maybe I'll post some of them another day. But this one made me laugh:

January 18, 1989 ( Read more... )

I just went to my MySpace page and saw on that little counter thing that I'm graduating in 16 days. 16 DAYS!

P.S. I'm feeling better this morning. I think I've had an emotional period. Like menstrual period, I mean. Anyway, I'm back on track now! :)

I think I've had a slight scowl on my face all day. I woke up feeling okay, but I have been lacking in energy all day and just feeling like blech. The party we worked last night was fun. The house (estate, whatever) was HUGE. The decor was not my style, though. I don't really know how to describe it. Just definitely not for me. The amazing ( Read more... )

In case you're as interested in this money as I am:

When it's coming.I'm up this early because Tyler has a lacrosse game and we have to be there at 8:30AM. But it's in another town, about 30 minutes away. Jeff is working today and Amy is meeting us there, I guess ( Read more... )

It appears that there will be no adoption. I'm horribly sad and a tiny bit confused, but mostly sad. I am *fine* though. I prepared myself for this, and I'm okay. Everything happens for a reason and I *will* have a child one day. I still believe that.

Sometimes I truly have to force myself to go to the gym in the morning. I always feel so good afterward, but..ugh ( Read more... )

I was outside pulling weeds today when my little girl neighbor came over to chat with me. She just turned five and she says the cutest damn things. Today her little dog was nudging me and I said something like, "Look at Maggie loving on me!" and my little girl neighbor said, "That's because she knows you're her babies' other mama." Oy- I could ( Read more... )

Today is a new day. I am expecting my period, so I am feeling sensitive and vulnerable. I need to make a list of the good things in my life so that I don't become obsessed over the things I can't control ( Read more... )

I'm just going to go watch American Idol with my mother and not give a shit about anything else right now.

I finished my capstone project last night. It ended up being over 80 pages long. My friend is burning it on a CD and I'm turning it in today. I swear, I just can't believe it's almost over. I know I keep saying that, but it's true. How is it almost over? (I also can't believe I wrote an 80+ page paper ( Read more... )