Ok, so I know nothing's going on in my life, so I apologize that I insist on keeping up my livejournal when I know my Italian grade is suffering...

But I keep thinking about this job. Last night I was back and forth all night. I get nervous because as PJ said, "you have to have a rock solid psychological core to put up with that much rejection"

And ( Read more... )

Why I love my friends. Our away messages are this right now ( Read more... )

I remember when you drove me to the airport at 5 in the morning, and let me fall asleep on your arm. We listened to "All i Need" by Mat Kearney, and i was thinking, you are all I need ( Read more... )

I am studying for my Abnormal Psych test at the library with Emma (Emerson). I am reading the section on Depersonalization Disorder, and in a depersonalization episode, a personal will suddenly lose their sense of self. Their limbs will seem to have changed in size or their voices may be unrecognizable to them.

And without thinking, I flexed my ( Read more... )

 two weeks on the dot.

he's more regular than my period will ever be.

and yes, that is supposed to sound disgusting.

It's coincidental, perhaps more... no, certainly more, that I had dubbed this Valentine's Day's theme as "love lost". In my themed manner, I just wanted another purpose for the day, as I am, alone again, naturally ( Read more... )

In honor of our Valentine's Day, which I have themed "Love Lost" (not in a morbid, anti-love way...but in an appreciative, grateful way) I found a forgotten journal. A journal I started, but never finished, that I wrote sparingly in, but at very distinct moments. So I found a really great Ryan one, and a really sad Ryan one. And they both made me ( Read more... )

You  are the ever living ghost of what once was

Thing that are making me happy.

-Audra saying we're all "perfectly cosmically connected". 
-this being my new potential home with all of my minnesota favorites next year:
      http://www.classiccityapartments.com/tentwentyseven.html
-upon asking scott who was going to meet with the guy, i asked if they did something stupid like put jason in charge and ( Read more... )

I am genuinely happy. I'm happy I'm single, I'm happy that I have so many wonderful friends around me, I'm happy my mom is visiting, I'm happy I went to the Minneapolis Public Library today, I'm happy for new music, and good books, and this weekend. I'm happy that I didn't wear make-up today, and I'm happy that after 15ish years of friendship, ( Read more... )