I really do not want to go to work tomorrow at all. Especially after all that has happened regarding work. But alas I feel I ought to go back. They said to take all the time I need but the longer I wait to go back the harder it will be ( Read more... )

I feel like crap today. I just feel really down and depressed, I feel like I look like crap and I feel lazy. But instead of exercising or doing something useful I am going to sit on my butt and eat ice cream ( Read more... )

So the other day I am talking to my grandparents on the phone getting directions to my cousin's graduation party (the directions are an entirely different story). So my grandpa says he wants to give me their cell phone number in case I get lost. And here we are ( Read more... )

Work is hideous and I am really dreading going in tomorrow. They are training me to do bookeeping and other financial stuff and the guy who is training me might know what he is doing but he is a lousy teacher. Not to mention this financial stuff is very boring and does not interest me in the slightest. I really need to figure something else out ( Read more... )

So yeah on wed I was in a commercial for work. I was told that I would be in the background which is why I (reluctantly) agreed to do it. Then I go in there and had to pretend to cry and all this other junk. Now that wouldn't have been so bad except the doctor kept cracking jokes so instead of crying I was laughing. It is going to look so silly ( Read more... )

so much to update on and I always mean to do it, but then I don't and later it just doesn't seem important to write about. I am so bored with work, they are going to train me to do some book-keeping type stuff but really I don't know it just doesn't feel like something I want to do ( Read more... )

I had a nice (but busy) weekend. Friday went out with Cilla to get things for Christi's shower, then met Christi (who broke her ankle) and Tom for dinner. Drove back to Lakewood, made some food, got up early prepared more food. Then went to Christi's to set up for the shower. It went pretty well. Didn't get home till 9:30. Then went to bed ( Read more... )

Work is going to drive me nuts. Today was actually a so-so day there too (which is about as good as it gets there), but the other doctor is back there is more chaos involving what I am actually supposed to be doing. Oh well I know this will come back to bite me in the ass, but for now all I can do is go with it. I am being told different things ( Read more... )

You all are probably getting sick of pictures but Craig's friend just gave us some of the ones he took and he got a lot of really nice ones, here are just a few of them.


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Yay Manda latinaxbonita made me new user icons! But boo lj wouldn't let me upload one. Anyway had a sucky day. I was so tired all day. I am not very happy with work...surprise surprise. Then tonight I found out something really sad that I really already knew about but it wasn't confirmed till tonight. Anyway I thought I was ok but then I got off the phone ( Read more... )