its amazing sometimes how a night of drinking can make lives problems go away... i know thats a bad excuse but man all the feelings of doubt and depression... just seemed to wash away, well for now :-)

BTW i love Angela! (angelshortcake)

My friend Nate came out here this weekend, for those of you who dont know about Nate, he is a kick ass gay cook, he makes some of the yummiest food ever. He cooked on Saturday night and man it was soo good! i saved some left overs if u want them, mmm chicken and cake... yummy times for sure ( Read more... )

and sad at the same time, im really sick of all this ( Read more... )

Man i have a spanish test tomorrow and im gonna suck i just know it :-( I really wish that this cute girl in spain right now would come back so she could teach me so i wouldnt fail...

Karla i miss you! how have you been and why didnt i get included on the really cool mass email about your life?

*sigh, time for bed

wow... yeah so this friday tops any other friday ive ever had as the most wild and intense friday (could be good could be bad, its ur call ( Read more... )

GAH! I just realized that i left my ATM card at this bar we went to tonight, what really annoys me is that it wasnt even that good of an evening, i cant really tell you why tho because im not sure, just that i felt very bored and distant for some reason, a feeling that is usualyl not common when I am out with friends at a bar. Oh well, ill have ( Read more... )

Posts have been oddly opptimistic lately... well for me atleast, i feel that I am slipping in my life. Come on Devon keep thinking, college degree college degree, once you have that then ( Read more... )

oh man, so i finally made it back to Tahoe to hit up the very cool club ALTITUDE night club, totally love that place! It was nice to get a break from san francisco too, i ended up going up there with my friend Christian and one of his friends from out of town who we all called Kwincy ( Read more... )

One of the things that seems to frustrate me more then anything is being invisible... i have a great example of this that i saw once AGAIN today ( Read more... )

A good friend is drunk and passed out on my couch, i didnt go out tonight (jokingly i told her because i knew she would need me to be there as a friend). She will be fine, i worry less about others these days and more about myself ( Read more... )