*I don't belong here*

[dreamzchaser]

im sitting here tryin ti find the words on how i feel rite now.... and im having trouble.... im so overcome with so many things that i cant pinpoint just one thing.... ive had the house to myself the past couple of days and its given me tons of time to think.... and ive realized ive lost myself sumwhere.... ive looked upon my past and seen all the

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[ceased_thoughts]

hey dude... i agree those thigns are on the top 5 worst things and they suck and they hurt you so bad and you know that i know that too... but u have to look at all the good things... and all the people who love you... and as hard as it is to see thru the bad stuff you have to try cuz there are people who do care and who will always be there for you... and if u think of all the things u lost all the things uve gained just dissappear and seem like nuthing when theyre HUGE and look at how good theyve made ur life...it sux to loose people but if they didnt stay around maybe its not a good thing but it might not be a bad thing u think it is now but who knows dude just keep ur head up and try to see thru all the bad shit... im always here for u i love u dude :)

[saffirestarz]

heyyy jess, i feel quite similar to that too often, i wish i could tell ya something better than this but things will get better, of course things will get worse too, but altho the vicious cycle of getting hurt doesnt really ever end, most of the time when you look back on the past you only remember the fun stuff. other than that, if ya ever needa talk about anythin im a pretty decent listener and i hope we can hang out sometime soon! i applied at pacsun again for the summer but who knows what will happen with that haha...