i always forget how boy crazy i can be. well not boy crazy. just boy happy. i'm remembering how i used to fall in love with a differnet guy every weekend last summer. then would write about it on lj. well this summer is getting off to a similar start. and i looove it. except this summer i'm not gonna be as um........ well lets just say this summer ( Read more... )

fate is wonderful. especially when it works out in my favor. i have recently re-met a great guy. who thru annoying turn of events i wasnt able to ever get a chance to know. that was a year ago. and now the universe has given me another chance to work my charm.lol. i have a really nice feeling about him. im excited and nervous. nervous cuz i have ( Read more... )

tonight i walked. tonight i thought. tonight i wondered. the rain soaked me through and through... more like saturated my mind. except it wasn't ordinary rain. it was the cleaning agent of the gods. cleansing me the way that you can only hope a shower can. hitting my head rolling down behind my neck. softening my beard. erodeing the filth, and ( Read more... )

wow lj is so friggin different now. its like a new site all together. today someone sent me an lj nudge. im so confused.

uggh im such a bad ljer. i havent posted in ages. its cuz i have been practically liveing at my boyfriends house for the last month. but now he finaly has internet connection so i can post and comment till my hearts content. and fucking uggh. the mta totaly striked so no trains or fucking busses. which means i could be stuck in brooklyn away from ( Read more... )

as promised i finaly got the pics of my halloween costume. to refresh your memory i went as "SUPER TWINK"


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uggh after 2 months of thinking my computers sound card was fucked and taht i would never hear sound come out of it again i finaly fixed it tonight. it turns out the volume was turend all the way down :( i know that sounds really dumb. but im so happy tho. i finaly get to listen to my music and i wont have to watched muted porn anymore. so yeah i ( Read more... )

my birthday is tommorow. uggghers. i have been so stressed about it. i dont wanna get old. when i was younger i rmemmber always getting excited about being older. while all my freinds were so grossed out about it, and said they would never get old i was singing a completyly different tune. but now that 19 is a few hours away im freaking out. i know ( Read more... )

tonight was fun. i had to work from 11;30 am to 10 30 pm. but it was so cool. like i said i love where i work so it was cool. my boss is so neat. she let me come in 45 mins late today to let me shop for my halloween costume. which by the way was so fucking hot. i wore my super man underwear and red leggings underneath, a tight childs wife beater, ( Read more... )

so i finaly have a new job. its in this cute lil mom and pop cd store on chirstopher street called joes cd's. i love it cuz its in the heart of the west village (gay ppl central for those of u not in the know). last night was my first night. the other gay guy who works there goes "there gonna love you", i giggled. but it turned out to be true. with ( Read more... )