song I can't stop listening to...
marilyn manson-if i was your vampire
x-tina-nasty naught boy
maroon 5-makes me wonder
la rissa-i do both jay and jane
timbaland-the way i are
flyleaf-all around me
down aka kilo-lean like a cholo
the streets-blinded by the lights (this ones thrown me for a loop)
say it sooner-the almost

i love my ipod

Heath got way busy at work around 6 so I had to wait until almost 8 for him to pick me up from work. I never care though cause I work nextdoor to a bar and I just go over and have a few beers and wait for him. Last night this guy marvin that I know at the bar bought me a few beers and a shot so by the time he picked my up I was laughin my ass off ( Read more... )

So things this past week have not been good and its been by far the bigest test we have ever had in our relationship. He came home last tuesday and on wednesday morning I woke up early with cramps so I got up and went on the porch for a bowl and a cig. Well on the way for some reason I got the urge to look at his phone which I had never done before ( Read more... )

I am no longer going to let her affect me....sheto far away and shes in the past. There are only 2 people in this relationship and thats me and heath....putting your full trust in someone is so much harder then I ever thought it would be, but I love him so I have to try my hardest. Anyways we went and filled out the papers for the house we should ( Read more... )

I found a house were going to sign the papers today....moving in 2 weeks from now.....he said that I should never think that there anything in the world more important than me. I still feel like shit.....im still very sad.....I've been driving my car to work lately even though im not allowed to yet....i still love my car and only do it when i have ( Read more... )

so he came home tuesday night and yesterday was a good day we spent the whole day togther shopping and drinking....although i should stop being so nosy......and he should stop talking to his ex...even if he's just trying to be nice he should stop....

he bought me a mood ring....as like a warning system....the ring doesn't seem to be working.....but i still love it. Also he found out today he has to be on the base in cali by 9am tomorrow morning...until tuesday....I am very sad....I might call in sick monday!!! The crazy lady in the office has been hacking her brains out so i'll just say I ( Read more... )

so i was laying on the couch with heath last night reading cosmo mag.....and i read this thing were a girl wrote in about how she was with a guy that had been in serious relationships before and had been in love, but he was her first love.....and she was upset by that. well what cosmo said was that guys learn from every relationship and look for ( Read more... )

So last night I got home before him (my poor baby working 15 hour days all week so we can go camping this weekend) So when I got home I cooked dinner and showered and dinner was ready just in time for when he got home. I never thought I would be happy just working and going home making dinner and spending the night at home watching t.v., but theres ( Read more... )

Lat night he picked me up from work and took me home. He dropped me off and went right back to work. Mel came over again and we hung out and ate some dinner. He got home around 10:30 and I had his dinner all ready for him when he got home. Once he ate we layed on the couch and talked for awhile. He asked me what everyone thought about me moving ( Read more... )