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[drenchednsorrow]

I'm hurting really bad. Today has just sucked. I've never thrown up this much ever. I feel really sick and i can't stop crying or shaking. I cried all day, in every period. I couldn't stop. All the teachers and people kept asking me if i was ok and i said no and then they expected an explanation. Psh like i would tell them. I knew I was going to

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[i_sniff_hats]

I love you buddy. Things will get better, it'll all be ok.
Everyone makes mistakes, but I don't think youve done anything huge. If he's not happy, its not because of anything you did or didn't do. its just how it is. but maybe not... I guess I cant speak for him.

just know that I'm here for you!!
we'll have a girls night next weekend!
<333333333

[silentlove4you]

I like how you don't mention me.. I suck, don't I? :P

I love you. And no matter how much it hurts right now, it will get better. You'll start feeling better gradually and eventually it'll cease to hurt at all. You've watched me and Nabila and everyone go through this -- we've gotten better, we've moved on, and yeah, I know that doesn't really help lol I've been there, nothing seems like it'll help.. But.. I promise you it will get better, and it could take a year or just a couple of weeks but it will. Just hang in there. And, if you and Caleb can't salvage your relationship, at least work on making it into a friendship. That is better than nothing.

[__miaka__]

Ditto what everyone said.
You have so many people around you, that even if Caleb doesn't feel the strength to be there for you, the rest of us are here.
Everyone's words sound kind of dry, don't they? Mine too... they'll have meaning later. I'm sorry it all came as such a shock, and I hope... he grows up fast.
We're here Lyssie.