Deleting myself.
I want to be know as original, that I am myself that is all who I will be. I dont want to be looked at as a copy of someone or a person who cant find their own ideas so they must copy someone else's. THAT IS NOT WHO I AM.
I find myself picking up pieces of things that I just like to do, I am a writer, a poet and an artist. I believe that I am these things that this makes me a creative person. I explain Creativity as freedom of expression. Expressing myself through other media's of art. Yes, I am afraid to show who I am that ia admittedly true, but I still go ahead and prove myself to the world. I want to be known as a strogn thougthful person, that can lean on their own. That I can take care of myself and that no one else will do it for me. I want to be me, against the graind, 600 miles away from the group. I want to have a mind that no one can even imagine having to think of such things to behold.
In my paintings/Sketchings I want to express places of my mind and heart, the emptiness/sadness that i have or the love/beauty I find in somthign common.
In poetry I want to express my heart, my free range of ability. Just letting my mind go with no point to it. Stretching my arms and feeling my fingertips touch pure ecstacy at the though tof being released from my mind.
My writing, I want to be somthing, I want it to full of fantasy and adventure! Love and heart break romance, to express both sides of a story that I wish to create and express! I want to put myself into that position where there is a deep choice to make. I want the hero to love me or find a peace of mind in the end. Not exactly like a control freak but its just like a toys that i can express movement and emotion with.
I am just me.
I hope people get that, that i am not copying but i just had a spark of inspiration from them. Is that so bad to be inspired by somebody who does something that you like to do? How horrible is it that I find there idea so great that I use it as somewhat of an outline to go in a completely different direction. To show what i got, not to show them up but to express back to them of how I want them to see me. That this is how I want to express myself, in this form. That this is my creativity and imagination stretching bounds that make them see something inside me that I cannot express in words.
I write this to let it out of my system, to let people know that I am original and that is what I plan to do.
I find myself picking up pieces of things that I just like to do, I am a writer, a poet and an artist. I believe that I am these things that this makes me a creative person. I explain Creativity as freedom of expression. Expressing myself through other media's of art. Yes, I am afraid to show who I am that ia admittedly true, but I still go ahead and prove myself to the world. I want to be known as a strogn thougthful person, that can lean on their own. That I can take care of myself and that no one else will do it for me. I want to be me, against the graind, 600 miles away from the group. I want to have a mind that no one can even imagine having to think of such things to behold.
In my paintings/Sketchings I want to express places of my mind and heart, the emptiness/sadness that i have or the love/beauty I find in somthign common.
In poetry I want to express my heart, my free range of ability. Just letting my mind go with no point to it. Stretching my arms and feeling my fingertips touch pure ecstacy at the though tof being released from my mind.
My writing, I want to be somthing, I want it to full of fantasy and adventure! Love and heart break romance, to express both sides of a story that I wish to create and express! I want to put myself into that position where there is a deep choice to make. I want the hero to love me or find a peace of mind in the end. Not exactly like a control freak but its just like a toys that i can express movement and emotion with.
I am just me.
I hope people get that, that i am not copying but i just had a spark of inspiration from them. Is that so bad to be inspired by somebody who does something that you like to do? How horrible is it that I find there idea so great that I use it as somewhat of an outline to go in a completely different direction. To show what i got, not to show them up but to express back to them of how I want them to see me. That this is how I want to express myself, in this form. That this is my creativity and imagination stretching bounds that make them see something inside me that I cannot express in words.
I write this to let it out of my system, to let people know that I am original and that is what I plan to do.