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[drew_baird09]

today i was tired - and i was kind of in a bad mood . but there was no drama and nothing bad happened so i am content with my day :]] - i finally have someone to talk to on the phone at night and someone to have feelings for even though i've had feelings for him for a LONG time something feels different now ? :] . tomorrow is my birthday yay - only

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umm - hey ..

[rahkel_winnie]

hey , yeah tera came to school today and told me that you and jake go out - congrads :] at first when she told me i was crushed even though im okay with it . he likes you and you like him . dont let him go if you dont have to . because when you do - you'll be heartbroken , and iit sucks . but hey dont do stuff so you can keep him - if you have to " satisfy " him , hes not worth it . and dont let him treat you like crap . because he did me and all his other girlfriends . so if somthing comes up talk to him dont just ignore it and say oh well like i did . because then you'll never know what really happened . im glad you have someone now , i know how much it sucks not to . but dont hold on to him if he is wrong to you , and if you do make sure you straighten things out . i dont mean to act like i know everything and im older because im not . but i do want to help you with some words of advise that i never got when i went out with him .. because i sure could have used them . so ill talk to you at the game tonight :]] i love you girl , and

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[drew_baird09]

awwe thanks girl -- yeah i mean he asked me out and i was like umm yeah because like you said i mean when he asked me out i wasn't gonna say no. haha but anyways yeah i know what you're sayin and i've been tellin myself that like if i have to do stuff with him that i don't want to do just to stay with him then it's not worth it. im NOT going to let him treat me like he treated sarah. but like it feels really weird goin out with him . i mean i don't look at him as my "boyfriend" haha i mean it's just weird . i feel like people look at me now and go ohh - she goes out with jake ? but i guess ill just have to tough it out and if people have something to say about it then let them say it im not gonna let them bring me down ya know ? i told kelsey today that i was i guess i was just gonna have to be like courie was with bryce like a lot of people said stuff when they first started goin out but courie didn't let it bother her she just said that's who i like and if you have a problem with it then f you . hah but everyone has been really

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[drew_baird09]

omg most definately have to tell you about that stupid sarah bitch! GRRR! can't stand her . her and sarah adair were all like bein rude to me at OUR game (as in the middle school which they DID NOT have to nor need to come to.) god they just both piss me off . but ask me more about it at the game and ill tell ya. im not gonna let it bother me after that though :]] - love you

uuugh .

[rahkel_winnie]

drew , hey .
yeah im sorry if i came off rude like at the game .
i wasnt in a good mood . and we were talking about jake so i was like uurrgh . but yeah - i dont care . its just like i , i .. i dunno about a lot of things right now . and im going through a hard time because i really am unsure about a lot of things . and like the whole jake things please dont worry about it - i dont anymore .. he likes you :]] cangradulations you've wanted that for a while now . so its your turn and chance to .. ( see how he really is ) haha nah im jk . but yeah i already had my chance and i blew it . so its your happy life and im glad you got the oppertunity . well i hope you do have a good " relationship " with him . and a good life :] call me when you know more about your party thingy . <333

Re: uuugh .

[drew_baird09]

:] awwe rachel - i love you! :] i understand why you would have not been in the mood and i don't blame ya! thanks for not like melting down on me about this whole thing. i know that if this would have happened with a different friend it probably would have been a whole lot of drama - so thanks for "keepin your cool" hah :]] . well love ya girl . i have not a clue about my party right now but ill make sure and call ya when i do :]]

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[rahkel_winnie]

sounds good . no problem - i mean it would make no since if i " melted down " haha . because when becca liked him i still went out with him . so i mean theres no stopping you because i know how it feels . a guys a guy and a friends a friend - nothing should change friendship over a guy ? haha they come and go , freind dont [ well they shouldnt ] haha . i dunno its just that a lot of things in my life arent they way they are cut out to be . and i think i need more firned to help me go through things then a stupid " jacob " haha who doesnt know worth a toot . haha yeah and im glad that everyone has supported you with your decision to go out with him . because im not sure i got that approval from everyone . haha if ya know what i mean . so anyways just wanted to say im here for you and love you . firnedship is a lot better than any guy :]] miss you , <333

[drew_baird09]

haha god rachel - you're stupider than i thought you were! haha jk :]] you're not stupid at all hah :]. love youu .

[rahkel_winnie]

yeah anyways enough about jake . looove you girl . see you soom . <33

[rahkel_winnie]

ha - there i go again . * soon :]]

hey it's courie -

[anonymous]

hey i know i am a little late on commenting this , but i'll admit .. some people were shocked when you started going out with jake because no one has ever said that they have liked him like that for awhile or said they did - but i think a few people have gotten used to it .. but probably not everyone .. look how long it took me and bryce , 6 months ? hopefully , it will just get better :] and you know i am always here for you to break down to , we've had that moment before .. but just remember i love you and i'm here <33 you know - courie *

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[rahkel_winnie]

hmmm ..