Fucckkkkkk I keep realizing how hard she fought,,how when she had nothing, a totally empty little shithouse that was the best she could afford, she tried to spruce it up and make it feel homey.She was so never say die, didn't even believe in depression, and then one day, she lost that. She got overwhelmed for the first time in her long list of ( Read more... )

The violent jaw clench I feel when my heart tries to get me screaming "I MISS HER!" is the same I feel when my body decides to purge too much of a good thing. "I MISS HER" has been keeping me sick for years. I can trace my entire adult life through a series of bouts with terminal "I MISS HER" - The only thing I seem to have kept from my romantic ( Read more... )

Kind of missing LJ lately. Figured I'd log in for the first time in a year. I've been using Google+ for blogging lately, if you're on it. gplus.to/drewblood

• 06:02 Haha, the AGN feed is hilarious this morning! @amarilloglobe No parking at Target. Line winding around building at 5:23 a.m. #
• 09:46 @ Jane_Hannah By "Customer Support" do you mean Customer Schpam? #
• 18:09 feels good to do an entire heavy system scan of virus and malware and wind up with 1 doubleclick cookie as the only result! #

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• 03:30 I am going to be running a serious production kitchen tomorrow. 10+ dishes and 4 "staff" going from 9am on. Yeesh. This is so last minute! #
• 06:12 I should not be planning my thanksgiving dinner this late.. #

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• 03:02 Guess I'm going to give Chrome a shot, just to see.. I know I'm late to this party but I'm a huge Firefox fan w/ a plugin addiction #
• 03:22 Not sold on Chrome yet..when I have to edit my hosts file in order to make a program work a little better it's not off to a good start #

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• 01:28 Anotha show, anotha dollar. Next one is the memorial show Dec 12 with horro punk bands from Boston, Amarillo, and Lubbck #
• 05:45 Just got done doing home surgery on my foot with a box cutter, at work..ow..little woozy #

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• 09:05 Had a great night with g/f and the kids, then friends came over and we got ridiculous. Haven't laughed so hard in whiles and whiles #
• 09:08 RT @TravisFessler
  If Denis Leary wins an award, I hope Kanye comes & sez, "Ima let you finish, but Bill Hicks was the greatest of all time!" #

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• 06:18 Diggin the Wanda Sykes premier. #

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• 14:49 RIP Mikey Sinn. Too much fucking death and too many unhappy people lately. Wish I could make it all stop. #

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