the words you spoke in jest ( Read more... )

so i havent posted all trip, so im not going to sum up the whole trip, but ill give a brief run down of where ive been and then ill give details when i get home, so go ahead and ask questions in response to this post and ill answer them in my next one, so we left from terre haute, made it to st. louis the first day, columbia missouri the second, ( Read more... )

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i give up, im really sick of noone caring, i hate how inadequate i am in every instance, so i really cant be mad at anybody, i cant be pissed at someone else because i suck, i know there are people out there that are better friends than me, why should i expect to be someones best friend, there are guys out there that are hotter than me, why should ( Read more... )

i hate being depressed, but what is worse than being depressed is not having anyone to talk to about it, which makes me more depressed, this fucking journal is all i have to talk to, but i cant call my journal up and recieve comfort, and now you all can post how you care, but noone who reads this talks to me regularly so i guess it doesnt matter if ( Read more... )

so im bored out of my FACE, im waiting to see if jillian wants to do anything when she gets off work, i havent done anything today, i went to bed at 4 am really depressed slept through my alarm, woke up at 7:26 to get to my 7:35 class, but before i went i had to go to the computer lab and print my speech that was due today, or so i thought, dr. ( Read more... )

i so rarely post in here especially when not in an extreme mood, either happy or sad, but today im average and deciding to post just like everyone else does, im would like to tell you that im making this a habit, but then you might hold me to that and i probly wont so today, slept till 2pm, nice, woke up, sat around till 4, went and watched the ( Read more... )

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every finger i point
i point three more at myself
im pointing at noone
so what does it help
but what doesnt kill me
can only make me stronger
and help me endure this pain
a little longer