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Sep 01, 2004 16:55

DEATH THREAT DEATH THREAT is all i listen too. i can't take it. a lot of the songs are like they were written for me. by me. exactly about my life. and how i feel ( Read more... )

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viz September 1 2004, 15:28:42 UTC
Damn. I don't even know you and I hate to see you like this.

Smoke a bowl, read a book, sit around and chill. Just set aside like eight hours to yourself where you don't have to think about people who piss you off or anything that sucks. And stick to just weed for awhile, I know I sound like I think I'm your big sister bossing you around, but seriously. God invented weed because he loves us, and then humans invented all that other shit because we wanted to fuck shit up.

Your posts had been sounding like you were doing better for awhile there. Don't give up. Your hand will heal. Your life is yours to make. And there will always be a few things that happen in every day that aren't shit.

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drewcoreterror September 1 2004, 16:00:56 UTC
nah. my whole day is eight hours set aside to myself where nothign bothers me. i'm alone all the time. i never have antyhing to do. blahblah ( ... )

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viz September 2 2004, 10:51:49 UTC
Hm. Hell, you know better than I do where you're at at what'll help or harm you. If that's the case, the very very best thing is to have someone you can talk to in person who'll just listen and understand and such.

It's good that you know, even partially know, where the trouble's coming from in you, though. That kind of shit doesn't go away overnight, and it doesn't go away over a couple months, but you've gotta keep grinding away at it--what other choice is there, really?

Because you know, even if it pisses you off to know, that giving up is the worst thing you can do. Because if you give up, then not only will you regret the stupid things you ended up doing, you'll regret that you had a shot (even a really slim shot) at changing the real underlying problem and didn't go for it. That makes for a kind of bitterness that gnaws at the soul and is worse than all the other bad shit piled on top of itself ( ... )

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