i was reading the houston press the other day and there was an article on dan rather (my hero), and he was talking about how the NYPD gave him heroin and he shot up, and how he would always go out and do drugs, then do stories on them, that he was never really a user, just wanted to experiment. it was interesting.
FUCK. give me that job. i used to want to be a journalist. i still want to be a drug user. sounds like a plan! i'd do some heroin, i'm not lookin to find it, but fuck it... I don't really plan on getting addicted to it, so I'm not worried.
dude. FUCK everything. It doesn't seem like anything is what it seems nowadays (or ever really was.) corruption, lies, and bullshit seem to permeate every level of government/media/etc etc etc. It will never change though so ya just gotta keep on doin what you wanna do and avoid going to jail or getting killed.
my lil bro wants to be a cop and he'd be perfect. He hates people and he's really shady about money. He would def. be a crooked ass cop. I allready told him to get into the narcotics division and hook me up on drugs and I could sell them. Nice little family buisness going. hahahaha
I know exactly what you mean...the things that once brought you much joy now are completely pointless and no matter how much you try to bring those feelings back, you can`t. I miss the days before I was kicked out and running the streets being crazy. But then again I wouldn`t trade a day back then for what I now am able to cherish. Sometimes you just have to keep going forward. Don`t fight it, just do it! I have no friends what so ever -- and that is the way I like it now. Why have social friends who are fuckin` losers? When I needed others they all turned their backs - I say, FUCK THAT and FUCK THEM! I look out for me and me only. (of course my family too...I`m not that self-centered)
Just take care of yourself Drew, I do miss our talks and hanging out. But that is in the past and we both know that. I will always be here for you NO matter what. Don`t forget that.
there's nothing wrong with having friends, just not idiots. you probably mostly hungout with idiots. like a barroom extenstion of highschool that people never grow out of. I hate that shit. it's okay though, i hang out with a few of them myself to pass the time. as long as you recognize people for what they are it's no problemo in the end usually
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dude. FUCK everything. It doesn't seem like anything is what it seems nowadays (or ever really was.) corruption, lies, and bullshit seem to permeate every level of government/media/etc etc etc. It will never change though so ya just gotta keep on doin what you wanna do and avoid going to jail or getting killed.
my lil bro wants to be a cop and he'd be perfect. He hates people and he's really shady about money. He would def. be a crooked ass cop. I allready told him to get into the narcotics division and hook me up on drugs and I could sell them. Nice little family buisness going. hahahaha
how are oyu?
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I miss the days before I was kicked out and running the streets being crazy. But then again I wouldn`t trade a day back then for what I now am able to cherish. Sometimes you just have to keep going forward. Don`t fight it, just do it!
I have no friends what so ever -- and that is the way I like it now. Why have social friends who are fuckin` losers? When I needed others they all turned their backs - I say, FUCK THAT and FUCK THEM!
I look out for me and me only. (of course my family too...I`m not that self-centered)
Just take care of yourself Drew, I do miss our talks and hanging out. But that is in the past and we both know that. I will always be here for you NO matter what. Don`t forget that.
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Sure the next time I see you and we are where I can buy you a shiner - I will! That is if I am not broke, since I am always.
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