it's like a warm hug that envelopes your brain ( Read more... )

yo. this shit was good ( Read more... )

god I was such a shitty drunk. i've only been drunk drunk stupid drunk once this year (i think?) since the beginning of the year 2004. awesome. While I like felling out of control and totally stupid and just DRUUUNK. I dno't like the things that end up happening. Drinkin because you're bummed just makes you more bummed and more likely to do stupid ( Read more... )

i'm a pro at this letting life get the best of me thing ( Read more... )

who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
that you're deserting for better company.
i can't accept that it's over
i will block the door like a goalie tending the net
in the third quarter of a tied game rivalry.
so just say how to make it right.
and i swear i'll do my best to complyso I totally forgot about these two kids I met that lived ( Read more... )

my dad just called. we're moving from our house by april 2. i think to an apartment on westheimer ( Read more... )

i wake up to justin calling me goin "yo. are we still hanging out before teh show? i just woke up ( Read more... )

escapeism is the best solution for that ( Read more... )

hold my breath and close my eyes and dream about her. because she's 2000 light years awayman. i'm sittingi n my room. listening to greenday (kerplunk!) and looking outside at the fucking amazing beautifulness of everything. it's nice weather. sunny. I feel happy. I have to go to work at 11 though :-( oh well ( Read more... )

haha. HOLY FUCK. I just put on "the conflict" cd by FALLING CYCLE. what the fuck is up with this band being the total fucking shit. I saw them almost two years ago and with all sincerity played. haha. it was MACHINE GUN ROMANTICS first show. nuts. dudes throwing trashcans on ryan and hitting him in the nuts. brutality. i have it on video. (only ( Read more... )