PUSHING BACK the way it used to be
my mind is shut, i want to push it away
it's just another wasted day, i'm giving up
i just don't give a fuck, because nothing's the samewoo woo woooooo! gotta work 10pm-6am today. inventory. WHAT? lame. i'm gonna go to fingers party first and get as fucked up as I can. just because i think it will be funny ( Read more... )

american nightmare first two 7" and LP are in my top records of ALL time. easy. they will never leave. EVER EVER. i love driving around listening to the 7" singing and getting violent style. i can bust out every song word for word. it feels so good ( Read more... )

someone buy/give me a real journal and i PROMISE i'll never use this again

thinking of the times when being something meant something...

please end

if suicide was a repeatable act then i'd do it every night

So now I've made the decision ( Read more... )

i hate community service at 6am. worst time EVER. it's usually when i'm falling asleep. it's way impossible to go to bed early enough to wake up at 6am nowadays. it's easier to stay up straight. i tried to laydown and go to sleep for about 45 min earlier. but it wasn't working ( Read more... )

i did something productive today ( Read more... )

my hair is stupid. i needa trim it ( Read more... )

mannnnnnn. i didn't wake up til 8:10pm today. i'm not sure when I went to sleep or even got home. wait. i remember driving home at 4:20am being pissed i couldn't smoke. hahaha. okay. yeah ( Read more... )

100 demons tonight. shit better be sick. i was jammin in my room the other night thinking "if anyone has EVER wanted to fight me I hope they do it during the 100 demons set cuz I could hurtttttttttttt to this shit"i hope they play this song

i don't drink to forget ( Read more... )