so here i am back at my house wondering how long i will last without the one i love by my side. i just think to myself whenever i see a couple i think of her its hard. but i need to figure out if i am really destined to be with her. I have given alot to this relationship and came out with more losses then gains but still i am at standing point i ( Read more... )

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hey i'm happy look at that LOL!!!! weird isnt it but ah well i am actually happy right now and i think thta is cool, but i am also extrememly tired and i have work at 6 in the morning so i am goign to bed i will talk about my happiness later night guys and may the silly ninja guide your path!!

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its time i dotn feel all funky and belitteld i am gonn act strong and determined!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey havent updated in a while and now i am realizing somethign i am a hyporcrit. well it was bound to happen my brother is one and so isnt my dad. so yeah learn something every day! well really i already knew thta i guess right now i am jsut going througha astage of what the heck is wrong wiht me i actually cried a yesterday casue deep down there ( Read more... )

well there are many things going on in my life. The problem with me right now is i dont know what i should do with my life now that i know college is not for me. I am very confused. I am also making ends meet at the apartment but barely making it. the other new thing is that were i work i cannot get full-time!!! This is gonna crush me but i may ( Read more... )

i guess over this past year all i once knew has been abandoned. i have lost my family, i have lost my old job, i have lost my favorite hang out, along with multiple close friends, i have also lost my personnel identity. i ask you what is wrong with me why would i do all this what have i gained? well i will tell you i have gained the love of my life ( Read more... )

its about time hehe i am out of my mothers house in a great new apartment so i wont be online for quite a while so plz call my cell if you need me. and if you dotn have this number then post here and i will email the poster if i know them of course

thats right now I'm a crazy 19 year old and i feel like a million bucks i could go for a million right now hehe. well if you care its my Birthday today its official its October 6th the day this child was born and after 19 years he is still childish. i wish for everyone to have a good day today.