it was another lost weekend for me ( Read more... )

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strange how my emotions work. i was miserable without a job and now i'm miserable with one. okay, it's actually the pressure that's making me miserable. sigh. it's only my 3rd day and i'm already dreading going to work. but i am better off than most people. i should just think madonna in '96. i can't even begin to imagine the pressure she felt ( Read more... )

i decided to wallow away in misery and spend the 4th of july by myself. for some strange reason, i feel so much better after having gone through my own self-created dramas. i don't know if that has anything to do with being a virgo. even when i die i want my funeral incredibly sad ( Read more... )

dear elchay ( Read more... )

when reagan passed away, a wise man said, "i wish bush died instead."

( that wise man was... )

well, i've been afraid of changin'
'cause i've built my life around you
but time makes you bolder
even children get older
and i'm getting older too
-"landslide" by fleetwood mac

sigh.

i think i really must be bored. i was in b&n yesterday and i had this sudden urge to read. i was never a big reader, in fact, i hate reading. but while looking at these books with the cool covers and neat titles (ok, so maybe i shouldn't judge it by it's cover) i was dying to pick up a book and read. i think my brain is dying.

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i can't take this shit anymore. i'm so fucking bored. i'm going stir crazy. i've got cabin fever. please god, let something exciting come up. the new wilson phillips album on loop is getting old.

please, please, please make something exciting happen.

please.

vh1 just finished a whole series of "i love the 80's". from 80-89. it was fucking hilarious. now they're doing "i love the 90's". and the 90's are back because wilson phillips has a new album called "california". it's really for the grown-up valley girl in me. they sound good and they look good and i love the people they cover... mamas and the ( Read more... )