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Nov 20, 2006 13:27

I haven't written in a while. I think this is largely due to my fear of letting people in, letting them know when I wasn't feeling good. I don't like showing weakness. In addition, I often don't know why I continue to keep this journal, as I'm not sure who even reads it anymore or cares. Can I be more disillusioned with people? I don't know, ( Read more... )

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bubalicious November 20 2006, 18:45:37 UTC
Ugh...two shitty experiences back to back. Can't say I blame you for being pissed and depressed over this. You are right on with your response to the "if you quit looking, you'll find someone assessment." Well, it seems you weren't looking and these were the two jokers that pulled up.

I wish I had good words of wisdom or something to take your hurt away. You are such a beautiful, intelligent, interesting person. All I can offer is this...when I get depressed, I hole up for a while. Lay around, binge eat, feel sorry for myself, read crap books and watch crap movies. Sooner but usually later, something sparks my interest and I immerse myself in it. You will fill up again.

Fuck boys.

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tfcjenn November 20 2006, 20:14:26 UTC
*hugs*

life sucks.

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