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[dri_dek]

For those of you who don't already know, i dont hate Brad anymore. I havent for quite a while, i was just happy he and Kell broke up, for obvious reasons. But i quit hating him a long time ago, because i saw that he could treat her better than i could. Just had to make that public for all the non-believers.

Later

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[technoxremix]

klasdjaldj i have so many words but i dont think i should say them, im sorry i blew up at you last night, it was really un nessasary, but i know you always want to me to be honest, and i meant every single word. Its just im going through a hard time, and im really not sure how im taking it. Its like one moment i want him to be happy with anyone and then the next i want to kill the person he's with cause shes not me. My mom is freaking out and keeps telling me im emotional unstable cause i'll just walk into a room and burst into tears because something reminds me of him ya know? Im really dying inside but theres not anyone of us can do about it. I know your always there for me and thats why im telling you all this. ryan, i miss him so much. Its like The only person who actually knows the true me, who knows every single thing about me, i've lost for good. My heart is in a million pieces so when you said "shes not with him yet" i died inside, im sorry.

Its ryan, i forgot my damn password and im in the library

[technoxremix]

Kell, you know that theres no reason to apologize for what you said to me last night, i know where your hearts at, because ive been there before, maybe not as bad as you are, but i have been there. And i will always be here for you, and when it comes to wanting them to be happy and then wanting to kill the other person, believe me, i was right there for a very long time when it came to brad. And maybe you havent lost him for good, you never know what the future has in store for you or anyone else, anything is possible. But please dont feel bad about last night, and if you ever need to talk, ill be right there waiting.