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why am i constantly still thinking about you, i finally cracked last night and broke down.  i just couldn't pretend anymore.  this week has been the most single depressing week i've ever been through.  i feel like i've lost something and i really don't know what to do anymore.  i'm hiding in the sad music i play to try to make me feel okay, i hide ( Read more... )

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i had to find you tell you i need you, tell you i set you apart.  tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions, oh lets go back to start.

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tonight everything became more clear.  tonight i realized what i needed to do with my life.  it's relieving but at the same time, i cannot help but feel sorrow.   its funny how the future is all around us, in songs, in movies, in talks with our friends...we always know what we need to do, we just don't know how to face it when it is standing right ( Read more... )

what do you say when everything you say is up for being questioned?
you hold more faith in the person that has less faith for you
why?
because you respect them, you love and care about them so much and even when you can say it as much as you want, until your face is red and the tears are pouring down your face and it still seems like they can never ( Read more... )

i just want you to know that i'm here for you and i always will be, as long as you need me, i will be here.

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my face is dry. its cold out and i need to make photographs today and tomorrow to turn in on monday.  i'm doing my project in self-portraits, exploring sexuality.  i should write up an artist statement to help me brainstorm.  my room is a mess, i need to clean it, oh and i'm getting a laptop finally in January.  mhm..thank you.