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[drilledwire]

ir·i·des·cence noun
1 : a lustrous rainbowlike play of color caused by differential refraction of light waves (as from an oil slick, soap bubble, or fish scales) that tends to change as the angle of view changes
2 : a lustrous or attractive quality or effectDo you ever have one of those dreams? One of those dreams in which you are doing something

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[frostyone]

Hmm.. sounds more like you're afraid of making simple mistakes. You fixed all of your mistakes, except for that last one where you'd drop the line. It's not really a complete failure just a simple mistake. We're all afraid somewhat of making the same mistakes. For example, take a married couple for instance. Your first marriage you're completely new to the whole thing and you make tons of mistakes. This often leads to the marriage failing and divorce. Then the second marriage, you have information on what to expect and what mistakes to avoid. But knowing this information leads you to making entirely new mistakes and you sometimes forget mistakes you'd made in your previous marriage which causes new mistakes to form in your new marriage. Mistakes can be very dangerous things, I can't say I blame you for fearing them. I myself am very strict about learning the lesson from my mistake. I often chastise people around me for not learning the lesson from their mistakes the first time around. As my sister can very well tell you, I