i hate how every time things seem to be going so well something has to happen to make me question everything ( Read more... )

im gonna be so much more than this.......

and that is all for now

thought id juts insert my thought there.....

jordan leaves tomorrow...well i guess today....damn that sucks

booooooo

im finally starting to see why things are the way they are ( Read more... )

well at least the boy anyways hahahaha ( Read more... )

my daddy wants to sell the love of my life.....

THURGOOD!

how can this be?

SHADY!

and i have to admit i love it

so things have started to look up once again ( Read more... )

this weekend one of my best friends told me she thought she was an alcoholic and wanted to get sober....this announcement seemed to come out of nowhere.....i mean seriously, shes twenty....but in reality, it can happen at just about any age.....well basically this revelation came after a night of binge drinking and puking everywheer and scaring her ( Read more... )

i dont know what it is right now but im close to tears thinking about due dates and grade reports....
why cant i study and do things on time rather than leaving them to the last minute?
im on the verge of sever anxiety attacks and i dont know what to do
i freaking hate the stress associated with school

so ive come to the conclusion that i have no idea whatsoever of what i want to do with my life ( Read more... )