x one day she dreams of getting out of this place...

[drinkinmelonely]

i do have to say, i don't so much mind losing sleep when its him who calls me at midnight just to tell me that he's thinking about me and that he missed me...and to talk to me about the good times and the not so good times. and i told him i worry about him, and i just need to know that he's okay. i didn't tell him half the things i want to though,

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[iam_alive]

i hate how frustrating it is when everything you feel like you need to tell him you just cant.

and i am so insanely jealous that you can ride. i rode for about 4 years on and off, but had to stop because I got thrown off and hurt my back and my mom refused to let me ride anymore. I miss it sooooo much!

[drinkinmelonely]

haha yah, i actually fractured my pelvis this summer from being thrown off a horse, but i make a living riding...well part of my income comes from riding so i kinda have too...my parents bought me a horse about 2 years ago and so they didnt really have a choice. its my life...and thye wouldnt take it away from me. you should do it again once you dont live at home. =)