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drinkmeemo

Times with you were most cherished...

Sep 22, 2004 09:45

My first actual... i lost. she says she loves me, but if you love someone then why would you hurt them. i guess this is the time where she has actualy moved on and is trying to forget there was even me. so i have to pick up what ever dignity i have left and move on as well. my feelings are forever scared, and my hart forever broken. my heart says ( Read more... )

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bitchin_babe September 23 2004, 01:40:00 UTC

I'm not trying to purposely hurt you. do you think I sat there and tried to figure out a way to purposely hurt you forever. no. i didnt. I havent just moved on k.c I still do think about you. who knows if someone will replace you. but do you think that I don't feel the same wya. i wonder if someone will replace me.
remember that night i talked to u about the future and the finances and everything? well, talks like that scare me. i have high goals in my life...i need them to be met. they can't happen if u aren't willing to also even think about stuff like that. k.c...i donno if u understand, that my furture is something i'm very concerned with. if you want to move on...go ahead.
i still love you. I hope u get to ur dream and become a fire fighter <3 ash

Dreams... and endless sorrow.. drinkmeemo September 27 2004, 16:19:41 UTC

ash,
i am forever going to love you that is a givin. and as for my futur, i still belive it is for you. i really dont want to belive it's for some one else. your a great person and a wonderful friend. i too am serious about my futur and thats why i am in college. you need to understand that everything i did was for you and for me. my world revolved around you. my plans my futur... my everything. i dont know how easy it's going to be to move on or weather i wanna wait still or not. this is where i ask you... do i wait... is there still hope that our love can be rekindled, or is it false hope that is feeding my disiare to be with you. what ever it may be i could use a little feed back... in the most sensitive way ever.

Re: Dreams... and endless sorrow.. bitchin_babe October 1 2004, 00:51:39 UTC

first, i'll also say that i love you too. I always have and I always will. I donno what I can say to you. All I know is what I want in the future. And the only way you can know what it is that I want i'll just simply tell you ( ... )