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drinkmeemo

Slitting My Wrists.... Slowy But Surly

May 05, 2004 09:40

who would have thought waiting is so hard to do. I am falling so deep in to depression and am starting to see black. The whole is so big i can't find my way around to navigate. When I dropped her heart, i all so dropped mine. and i have to wait for a letter before i can decide how to piece back my life and figure how and what i am going to do with ( Read more... )

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blondcinderelly May 6 2004, 01:56:55 UTC

=(, im here if you need me-you know how to reach me...the kp way
call me beep me if ya wanna reach me if ya wanna page me its ok!
but yeah, =(

thanx a bunches drinkmeemo May 6 2004, 06:37:18 UTC

your a great girl and thank you. i was at school today. you missed it.

surfthestarzz May 6 2004, 04:41:24 UTC

ya...its shit like that that makes me feel like the rebound and shit like that that makes it harder for me to believe what u are telling me...its really hard to believe u when u come and write things like that...ya...thanks...

I Know & I Am Vary Sorry... drinkmeemo May 6 2004, 06:35:34 UTC

Ashleigh, my first love. my life would have been nothing till you had entered it. There has been and always been a open spot in my heart for you. What i have said and tolled you is the god's honest truth. I am scared to love you again. I dont know what to do, I to am in the same cut in the wrist. we are bleeding on the same page togeather. you know that i love you and i will always be here for you, i am sorry. i am sorry for making this hard on you, at the same time you need to understand this is vary hard for me to, so just lets hold on to our friendship till the time comes. when you have made your choice, and i mine. this i know dosent do justice in a shitty lil letter, but we will talk. i love you and know that hasn't changed.

Re: I Know & I Am Vary Sorry... surfthestarzz May 6 2004, 11:48:23 UTC

uh huh

Re: I Know & I Am Vary Sorry... surfthestarzz May 6 2004, 13:46:45 UTC

oh ya...can u make a note to urself that u have already told me i wasnt ur first love that it was some chick that u knew in like 8th grade...ya...that would be a gr8 strting point for the both of us...

batman_utt May 6 2004, 05:18:36 UTC

what up kc

Hello drinkmeemo May 6 2004, 06:27:43 UTC

Do I Know this mike... cuz i know quite a few mikes.

Re: Hello surfthestarzz May 6 2004, 13:45:23 UTC

no u dont but it is my friend mike and we were at his house and timmie his bro was the one who inviteed u in for a ass beating