wow, i haven't posted on here in ummm, years.
maybe i should start again...i guess posting about your life is quite the rage right now.
...yet, i don't need the 'rage'....i just need a place for word-vomit pertaining to my life.
maybe i'll start again. or maybe i'll read this in another 3-5 years. who knows.

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i have an interview at UPMC tomorrow. if i get this job, it will catapult my entire life and future full speed ahead on the ever-winding road to success.[happiness] i am almost dying to see what my life will be like a year from now. 2009 - best year yet!! i'm still 30lbs fatter but that's only because my wonderful boyfriend takes me on every food ( Read more... )

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Over thinking every little thing causes nothing but avoidable PROBLEMS.
I really need to be more active on my own journal.
Starting now...by finding a decent layout so everything doesn't look as if Eeyore threw up on it.

Awww, Eeyore<3


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today is the first time i've had suicidal thoughts in a very long time.
then i watch the Everything video drama and i wish God would just come down and hug me, just for one second.

maybe that's why he gives us dogs, they're always around to hug.

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i start a new job in veronia tomorrow, the woman hasn't even met me yet but we've been talking on the phone for weeks about me starting there and shes so impressed with me and they need someone right away so i'm starting home care without having done any of the paperwork or anything.
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There's a first time for everything. Tonight I walked a zillion miles to go to an Ihop. I've never been to one during all my travels.

I got strawberry banana pancakes, loaded with whipped cream and strawberry syrup, on which I poured blueberry syrup and butter syrup all over.


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i see your face in my mind as i drive away
none of us thought it was gonna end that way

music starts playin like the end of a sad movie
it’s the kinda ending you don’t really wanna see
cuz it’s tragedy and it’ll only bring you down

never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt
every little bump in the road i tried to swerve
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everyone in the world should watch this video. you'll understand by the end. i still cry every time i watch it.
it inspired me to write a song today.

www.vimeo.com/2467195

go there. it's amazing.