yesterday was my 17th birthday. probably the lamest year ever.. but i had the best time i've ever had on a birthday. i love my friends, the are way to fucking awesome.
i hate feeling helpless. i hate waiting.. i hate never knowing what will happen while i'm not watching.. or even when i am watching. i hate lack of control
i'm seriously getting so confused people say things, and do something so different. aaah it's getting way to confusing!! i just can't keep up with anything anymore