i don't like new livejournal.
it makes me feel awkward.
kthnx.

tonight i had my last class with austin, the tan, blonde surfer boy who says "dude" a lot and would never even look at me like that. i hardly said a word to him all semester, but i can't help being sad that i won't ever get to see him again. he was delicious ( Read more... )

went to
the trans siberian orchestra!!!
last night.
brian said he invited me first
because he knew i was the only one
out of all of his friends
who would be geeky enough
to be excited about TSO.
but damnthe show was good ( Read more... )

i have an earring in my pocket,
and it won't be there
by the end of the night.
that's how i can best describe
my love life right now.
[and perhaps poetic verse]

it's okay, though,
for those expressing concern.
i did it to myself
(for myself ( Read more... )

KT looks like one single catastrophic event.
KT loves Mike and Sully.
KT is like the borg.
KT will drink only after noon.

kt has to go to class now, but that was pretty interesting. might continue with it.

i am in the best of moods.
i am going to go read.
in 18 hours i will be shrooming.
i am soooo happy about that.
i cannot wait to read,
either.
this is going to be
the best end to summer.
ever.

james texts me.
asks if i'll speak to him
ever again.

i had a party at my house.
the best people came.

i am somehow still hurting.
and very drunk.

i want sleep,
there is noise.

don't try
to comfort
me.

james called me last night.
apparently he got a missed call
from a private number earlier
and thought it was from me
because that's how my house shows up.
i told him no,
and i had to fight the urge
to tell him
that i have nothing else to say to him.
EVERi am embarassed for him ( Read more... )

i'm completely over july.
so over it.

i don't know how i feel about james dating a new girl (coincidentally also named katie) before even a week had passed from the breakup. but just so nobody else tries to inform me of it, yes i know. thank you for the concerned calls i got from people who'd seen them around poway together. if you do see them ( Read more... )

my mom decided to have a very serious conversation with me on my birthday ( Read more... )