I was talking with Jennifer today, and I looked at the date, and brought up that my birthday is fast approaching. Blah, blah 21 whatever, that's not the issue. I've come to look on birthdays as a sort of indication that i'm not getting anything done. I have so many things I want to do with myself, my life...I'm just not getting there ( Read more... )

Today is Lauren and my 18 month anniversary. We agreed that two years is more substantial because neither of us have been with someone longer than 20 months or so. Regardless, 18 months is by no means a small accomplishment, seeing that we've been apart for 10 of those 18 months. It's true what they say, distance makes the heart grow fonder, but ( Read more... )

For all the complaining I might do, or for all the problems I might incur, I still, without the shadow of a doubt, am the luckiest guy in the world ( Read more... )

I'm pretty confused right now, I got a phone call, and I have no idea from whom it came. The person seemed to know quite a bit about me, and there are two primary suspects (ach, i'm already a lawyer). But this has brought up a concern i've had with this journal. there seems to be a lot of me "out there," and i'm probably going to start making my ( Read more... )

And I hope to do just that. My classes have been going well this summer. i have a 95% in my "Ancient and Medieval Heritage" (Western Civilisations 1), and probably about the same in my Intro to Political Science class, after getting a 93% on the first exam. 6 hours of class a day are killing me. I haven't had to force myself to concentrate this ( Read more... )

and, as per usual, they were lower than i would have liked. I honestly don't know what I'm doing wrong at this point. One can only try as hard as they can and be disappointed so many times before utter, complete despair sets in. I'm very near that point. It seems that, no matter how hard i study, my grades continually decline. It's beyond ( Read more... )

I just got back from the doctor's and everything looks good. I kinda weaseled my way out of the flow test, but didn't try to. I've had about 30 oz. or diet soda and about 40 oz. of water this morning, so I've been peeing like a maniac all day. Good news is that I won't have to have a surgery just yet, but he wants to meet with me in a year to ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do anymore. About anything. I was in a pretty bad mood, now I feel horrible. I'm definitely not looking forward to tomorrow morning. I'm tired of never taking the easy way out. Why can't things just work?

I'd wondered for a while when the day would come, when I started reminiscing about "the good old days," but I think being back home has certainly sent me on that trip. I talk with Steve every day, but it's still not like it used to be. We have to work to find stuff to talk about because our lives are so separated that we can't talk about mutual ( Read more... )

Well, I just got back from dropping Lauren off at the airport. I'm pretty sad because the weekend rushed by so quickly. She got in friday afternoon, and we went to On the Border for lunch, then to our Courtyard hotel to relax and get ready for our evening. After sitting through a decent dinner, the Society of Professional Journalists got down to ( Read more... )