ya know. maybe this is bad. maybe honesty is not ALWAYS the best policy. but.. yes. i did used to want you.
i know that i wasn't (and my never be) ready for any long-term relationship. but... being 'with' you. even just a night. sharing that... i would have liked. you used to talk a lot of shit. about sex. about this and that. and yeah. i was 'intrigued.' the male part of me said "ooh. sex with no strings attached." the rest of me said "hrmn. sex with no strings attached. with someone that i am friends with. with someone that i think i would still be friends with. with someone that i think it could be fun with."
yes. and maybe i am wrong for thinking such things. maybe it's better that it never happened.
in the end. i'm glad that found what you've wanted all this time.
and no. it wasn't 'just talk.' i'm not a big fan of wasting energy on things like that.
and yeah. i figure it'll all be okay. but i never got to take pictures, souped up on wine...
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youre touching yourself!!!
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and now... now what...
*sigh*
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you used to want me? like...really?
like, really really? not just...talk?
dont sigh. it'll be ok. i promise.
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maybe this is bad. maybe honesty is not ALWAYS the best policy. but.. yes. i did used to want you.
i know that i wasn't (and my never be) ready for any long-term relationship. but... being 'with' you. even just a night. sharing that... i would have liked. you used to talk a lot of shit. about sex. about this and that. and yeah. i was 'intrigued.' the male part of me said "ooh. sex with no strings attached." the rest of me said "hrmn. sex with no strings attached. with someone that i am friends with. with someone that i think i would still be friends with. with someone that i think it could be fun with."
yes. and maybe i am wrong for thinking such things. maybe it's better that it never happened.
in the end. i'm glad that found what you've wanted all this time.
and no. it wasn't 'just talk.' i'm not a big fan of wasting energy on things like that.
and yeah. i figure it'll all be okay.
but i never got to take pictures, souped up on wine...
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I TOTALLY MADE OUT WITH THAT!!!!
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i remember how your bathroom looked..
and yer doggies..
and you and i watched 'the ring' together <3
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