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u know what the fucken worst feeling is.

sitting at home alone.

thinking. thinking. thinking.

what are they doing? who are they with? are they thinking of me?

today was officially the worst day of my life.
i think i died inside.

p.s. i watched the higher tonight. only good thing about this day.

this isnt over.

thats right u heard me.

i'll fight to the death if i have to.

thanks for the talk cindia.
ur a friend for life.

if i could only see u now for about an hour

maybe just a minute

just to ask

what he's got that i dont have...

things are different now ( Read more... )

can someone tell me why i feel so fucking empty?

last night was wonderful!

today is shit!

fuck life.

things shouldn't be this way.

cant i just disappear?

st. pattys day. pfft!

it was really good seeing old friends i miss them all....

i didnt drink much.

and now let me explain.
march 17th is the day my grandfater R.I.P. passed away.
so yeah. i had to go to church early in the morning.

blah!! <<< Thats how im feeling.

life sucks.

i'll just let everything out on the guitar.

that always helps.

*sigh*

this is the coldest night of my life.

i feel so alone.