No Matter How Many Times I Count I Can't See The End, Baby.
Taeyeon centric| angst
She smiles brightly as she leads her ship across the 7 seas, making sure that she had crossed every inch of the ocean, faced all kinds of waves that came to her, because that is what she's going to do. She's leading the infamous ship that had never lost to any battle with the pirates and she had stepped to all the islands known to mankind. But no, that's still not enough--nothing is enough. There are still so many things that humans don't know, and she wants everything.
Storms. Huge storms.
Apparently, Mother Nature does not approve. At these times, she tried hard to keep the ship in one piece; she would immediately force her crew to save their lives because no, she is not going to risk their lives. If she's going to save her ship, she's doing it alone.
Seconds later she found herself struggling against the powerful waves, slowly drowning deeper into the dark sea and she prays earnestly for the millionth time, god, save me.
The darkness starts to spread, and she's not closing her eyes. Not yet.
And the saying; a true captain goes down with her ship is proven.
When she got her senses back, it was the silky sheet she felt instead of the sand she was supposed to feel. She forces herself to wake up, not because of the blinding sunlight that she was supposed to see, but because of the disturbing noises outside the room. She opens her eyes as she's forced to enter the reality.
Her members are making chaos outside and they didn't have the heart to wake their leader up, because apparently, her sleepwalking yesterday night was rather odd. (She was screaming along the lines of Pirates of the Caribbean.)
She remembered today's schedules and she doesn't even bother to take a glance to the clock beside her. She wants to stop caring (that if she's not going to get her ass up, they're going to be late) and sleeps through the day. But she can't. She's a leader and she has to lead. Even in her dreams, the role of the leader never falls into another girl.
So she stands up, she opens the door of her room and she leads the girls out of the chaos, making sure that their dorm is still neat, that they already know today's schedules, so that their manager won't freak again when he takes a step inside their dorm.
It's a brand new day, the sun is shining and she's still as lonely as always considering she's in a dorm of 9 girls.
Maybe, her reality resembles a deserted island anyway.
what is this i dont even know. i wrote this centuries ago, and i just feel like posting, since..yeah, uh, i'm feeling all emo and stuff, and i was trying to find a distraction from mourning again. long unnecessary title is taken from the lyrics of star star star, and before i start writing more, i think you should know that my titles dont make sense. xD
uh. consider this as a goodbye fic? since i'm going to hiatus again. uh. bam kimmy dani and all, i'm glad we're countries apart so that it wont be possible for you guys to kill me, or to track me down to prevent me from disappearing again. :)
i should've made lyrics why am i writing a fic instead this is so weird i cant possibly dedicate this to a musician why is my brain so screwed.
She smiles brightly as she leads her ship across the 7 seas, making sure that she had crossed every inch of the ocean, faced all kinds of waves that came to her, because that is what she's going to do. She's leading the infamous ship that had never lost to any battle with the pirates and she had stepped to all the islands known to mankind. But no, that's still not enough--nothing is enough. There are still so many things that humans don't know, and she wants everything.
Storms. Huge storms.
Apparently, Mother Nature does not approve. At these times, she tried hard to keep the ship in one piece; she would immediately force her crew to save their lives because no, she is not going to risk their lives. If she's going to save her ship, she's doing it alone.
Seconds later she found herself struggling against the powerful waves, slowly drowning deeper into the dark sea and she prays earnestly for the millionth time, god, save me.
The darkness starts to spread, and she's not closing her eyes. Not yet.
And the saying; a true captain goes down with her ship is proven.
When she got her senses back, it was the silky sheet she felt instead of the sand she was supposed to feel. She forces herself to wake up, not because of the blinding sunlight that she was supposed to see, but because of the disturbing noises outside the room. She opens her eyes as she's forced to enter the reality.
Her members are making chaos outside and they didn't have the heart to wake their leader up, because apparently, her sleepwalking yesterday night was rather odd. (She was screaming along the lines of Pirates of the Caribbean.)
She remembered today's schedules and she doesn't even bother to take a glance to the clock beside her. She wants to stop caring (that if she's not going to get her ass up, they're going to be late) and sleeps through the day. But she can't. She's a leader and she has to lead. Even in her dreams, the role of the leader never falls into another girl.
So she stands up, she opens the door of her room and she leads the girls out of the chaos, making sure that their dorm is still neat, that they already know today's schedules, so that their manager won't freak again when he takes a step inside their dorm.
It's a brand new day, the sun is shining and she's still as lonely as always considering she's in a dorm of 9 girls.
Maybe, her reality resembles a deserted island anyway.
what is this i dont even know. i wrote this centuries ago, and i just feel like posting, since..yeah, uh, i'm feeling all emo and stuff, and i was trying to find a distraction from mourning again. long unnecessary title is taken from the lyrics of star star star, and before i start writing more, i think you should know that my titles dont make sense. xD
uh. consider this as a goodbye fic? since i'm going to hiatus again. uh. bam kimmy dani and all, i'm glad we're countries apart so that it wont be possible for you guys to kill me, or to track me down to prevent me from disappearing again. :)
i should've made lyrics why am i writing a fic instead this is so weird i cant possibly dedicate this to a musician why is my brain so screwed.