ok, so now I'm just plain bored, i have almost a half hour left on the comp, and noone is online and no one sent me emails to reply to, damn! all my excitement to get online and there's nothing for me to do! ARGH! o and devyn if you even get on lj anymore EMAIL ME! YOU'LL LOVE ME FOR IT!

flipping through the LJs I have started to wonder if ppl even remember me, I have received like 3 emails in the passed forever, and noone wonders why I'm gone? *tear* I'm not loved no more... *runs off and cries*

So today is the first day that I'm actually ok, I've had mono for over a week and it was beginning to piss me off, but I'm here now so yay!

So my sister came up to me last night and started tellin me that I should throw in an application to her work, she told me about the full benefits package, 401k and 9.50/hr. sounds good to me, but that means that I'll hafta watch the kids while she works, (8 hrs) then go to work (another 8 hrs.) and then come home and clean, (about 2-3hrs,) which ( Read more... )

Okie Dokie, I realized that I havn't used this Icon in a while so I'm hafta update with it. CHEESE!
Alex-chan

So this weekend was awsome saw meximan and Hannah, kinda wish i could got ahold of more ppl, but o well, fun just the same. So last night as I was falling asleep (finally,) my sister came and woke me up cause i kicked over my beer, apparently I sat up, looked at it and tried to tell her it had always been there, then fell over and blacked out. Ya ( Read more... )

So it's 9 a.m. and I havn't slept yet, I'm sitting over here with Devyn and Jake at Jakes place, waiting for a while b4 I start callin ppl to come see me, Hope at least someone can hang out with me. lol, I already know that I have a couple ppl to hang out with. I don't know why, but for some reason I'm havn't found the need to sleep lately, I can ( Read more... )

wow, so I'm almost to the cutting stage again, i don't know exactly what did it, but somethin set me off this morning and i grabbed a knife, and had to force myself to drop it. Marshall, the kids dad, came in and saw the knife on the ground with me standing looking at it. And instantly he knew what was goin on. I sometimes wish i could just curl ( Read more... )

Hannah,
so aim is down on my side yet again, so I guess my apology to you will hafta be on LJ. I'm sry about the other day, the cell kicked the bucket on me and today is the first chance I've had to get ahold of anyone, (christy left with her cell.) Again, sry.
Alex-chan

So last night as i was sitting drowning myself in beer (even though i hate it) My sister decided to make my life a little fucked, she was talking to her freind elizebeth about dropping the kids off at my moms, then she looked at me and said, "Alex, since you've been doing your work russell decided that he's giving you a gift for his birthday, and ( Read more... )