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[drkelf]

So once again im dissapointed. hes great. beautiful , funny and a genuine nice guy. he can dress well. he smells good. no dice though

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[leda_et_al]

:( so sorry hun . . .

[drkelf]

dont be.

I actually had a revelation shortly after writing this post.

If you want I'll share it with you.

[leda_et_al]

sure share away . ..

[drkelf]

Well. . .

I frequently find myself attracted to guys that are straight. I think it's my minds way of creating a diversion, something to occupy my time and energy. Being afraid of being happy is a common thing, and I think I am. I think I find Zach (the kid who lives next door to me in the dorms) so attractive is because he is so unatainable.

Could be wrong though ;)