You know me, I used to get caught up in everyday life ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of feeling like this... So sick of feeling so hungry and malnourished and yet too unmotivated to do anything about it... I'm so sick and so tired...

The alarm clock screams, I wake with the pain/ Shake the dreams from my mind and listen to the rain/ Sitting in my room with little else to do/ Than wonder why I can't shake the memory of you/ Why I can't burn these pictures and erase you from my past/ Like you've done to me and did it so fast/ The blade hits the wrist, why can't I move on/ And let ( Read more... )

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Fuck you for turning away and never looking back to see if I was okay... Fuck you for letting me go so far blindly in love and then leaving me behind... Fuck you for leading me to the edge and letting me jump by myself... Fuck you for leading me to water, and then leaving me tied to a tree 5 feet away on a 3 foot leash... Fuck you for leaving me to ( Read more... )

Cant it all be so simple? I sit here, still in so much pain, still so lost... Will she ever care again? Did she ever care to begin with? I've never hurt for so long... And all I can do is nothing... Pathetic, small, only human, I would move the Earth for her, and all I can do is nothing... "I'm not the one for you", the words still cut deep in my ( Read more... )

The Crucifixion story represented, in your terms, now, the self-destructive aspect of the species at the time. And it represents the self-destructive elements of the species in this time for those who still accept it ( Read more... )

1. Never pass up a free meal. A free meal is an open invitation to someone's real personality and often leads to great conversation ( Read more... )

Sitting in this room again tryin' to convince myself to go out/ stomache growlin' and my mind ignores it while my body goes without/ My motivation's faded, I made it through my depression to find apathy/ The pain is after me, and I'm too complacent to end my agony/ The mad in me wages war with my sanity/ starin' at myself in this vanity wondering ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I was on LiveJournal... It's been a while since a lot of people were here... I'm here to ramble... I'm gonna post some lyrics, but mostly, I'm going to ramble ( Read more... )