It's Matt (AKA cappuccinomastr), I still can't post with my lj name, AWESOME
anonymous
January 30 2005, 21:56:46 UTC
Losing someone is hard, indeed. You have to learn to let go when that person is gone. If you really love someone, you have to learn to let them go. Let them physically go away as well as outta your mind. You have to look at it as what makes her happy, don't look so deep and take everything to heart though. (easier said than done, but it's true) Think about how great you think Laura is, just imagine how great you're gonna feel when you find the girl better for you than Laura, she's out there->That's where you need to find your strength. You can always make good out of something gone bad. You can't push these things and make everything go away, but you have to start somewhere, that somewhere is within yourself. Never say never, and don't say you can't...Just take it day by day.
Don;t go for any of that "If it's meant to be..." bullshit. That's what passive people say. If it's meant to be- make it happen! Your life is in God's hands AND in your own. Do the best you can and let HIm take it from there, but kick some butt to get what you want in life and only quit if it's not God's will that you acchieve something.
Derek, you can't always have what you want. I remember you told me one time that you "always got what you wanted". But that's not reality. What Donna wrote has more to do with getting a job you want, or something for yourself in life. As the Genie in Aladdin said, "I can't bring people back from the dead, grant you more wishes, or make someone fall in love with you." And that's the truth. The end.
Laura, maybe you missed the heading to this journal. I wrote it in 2003 when I broke up whlie I was in KW, It is a past memory of how much I thought of you then. It is not meant as an I'm still in love with you, or something like that.
P.S. Up until the other night, there has never been a time that I have been dissappointed in you, though I have been upset with you b/f. this is the first time that I have ever been dissappointed in you. I really with you could see how much it bothers me to know that you are going to something like that Male Review.........
maybe you missed the point.absolut_babeFebruary 3 2005, 15:10:08 UTC
the comments written are current comments, and you said that you agreed with what Donna said, which was in regards to trying to get me back, that was simply obvious.
actually, in order to be disappointed in me, I would have had to have done something wrong, and I haven't. I'm not sleeping with any of them, and/or anything else. I am simply, going to have a good time, checking out some hot men's bodies is all. I even told my mom, and she thought it was cool, someone who's usually way more condescending than you. I enjoy being single, and I like to have a good time. Please excuse me. You have NO point whatsoever, in your argument, and I seriously doubt anyone else would agree with you.
Re: maybe you missed the point.drksugarcultFebruary 3 2005, 15:13:55 UTC
Actually the whole point is to prove that you still care what I think, b/c if you did'nt you would not take the time to pull my journal up and read it. Seeing as how I am not on your friends list...........
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P.S. Up until the other night, there has never been a time that I have been dissappointed in you, though I have been upset with you b/f. this is the first time that I have ever been dissappointed in you. I really with you could see how much it bothers me to know that you are going to something like that Male Review.........
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actually, in order to be disappointed in me, I would have had to have done something wrong, and I haven't. I'm not sleeping with any of them, and/or anything else. I am simply, going to have a good time, checking out some hot men's bodies is all. I even told my mom, and she thought it was cool, someone who's usually way more condescending than you. I enjoy being single, and I like to have a good time. Please excuse me. You have NO point whatsoever, in your argument, and I seriously doubt anyone else would agree with you.
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