So people are pissed at me, I get that. I lost friends. I get that. Oh well.. Guess I am all Fuckered up for having some weird feelins about things that happen. Oh well.

Ya know, I remember a lot of things. One of my gifts is a good memory. I remember specificly my first time having sex. The girl was on her period, and it sucked, but later that week she said something to me that rings in my ears. It must have been a lie, I have found that out now, but I always thought it was truth. She said " ya know what was best ( Read more... )

In the words of Fox Mulder From the X Files. The Truth is out there ( Read more... )

I am tired of playing second fiddle. I am tired of being the person that everyone turns to, when they feel like they are can do no better, but when it comes time that they can jump somoene else.. There ya go.. Fuck Christion.. Fuck that. If you do not like me, all the time, don't fucking pretend to like me at all. I am tired of always realizing ( Read more... )

Forget the power that I gave you ( Read more... )

Have I ever told you I killed a man? No, I did. I destroyed his soul, and watched as his wrists bled with the putrid red liquid he preferred to call blood, but he was a freak. There was no blood in him ( Read more... )

"I Stand Alone ( Read more... )

You want to know what is going on in the fragile membraine I call a brain.. I will tell you.. I want to murder, destroy, and torture those who would seek to destroy the only good, and wholesome memories I have from my childhood.. They are going to bulldoze my grandmothers house, not that I could stop them, but the way they treat it, like a business ( Read more... )

I stood today for the first time on the edge of the star, and I looked out upon the world, what it had become, and I cried. I cried for the injustice, plaguing the weak, the lack of shelter and food plaguing the homeless and hungry. Alligator tears for the Rich man, who never saw what hit, him. One day he sat enjoying his billions and the next it ( Read more... )