Are you the only one who is annoyed by little stupid annoying noises....stuff that it is common courtesy not to do ( Read more... )

I got a call from my beloved this afternoon. I love it when he does that. I know it won't be happening too often as of right now...but I love those "just because" calls ( Read more... )

Thomas is trying to go get his testing done today. I forgot just that quickly. Maybe because I am not thinking about it. I am so tired of worrying about stuff after the fact. If I do have HPV....it is my own damn fault. I wasn't all worried then. I am glad he is going to get it done because if there is anything else going on then I want to know ( Read more... )

Thomas and I talked last night.....and he was VERY careful about what he said. He told me that he was going to go get tested for anything and everything under the sun. I'm glad he's going to get that done. Nobedy told me that I have it....just that I might and I think they made that assumption based on the fact that I am sexually active. He thinks ( Read more... )

Last Wednesday I went to the GYN. My main purpose to do all this was to get on birth control...something I needed to do a LONG time ago. I'm on the pill...desogen...no side effects now. But the first couple of days I was SO hot. I was just literally miserable ( Read more... )

Today.....Thomas's cell phone got cut off.....which means there is absolutely no way for us to talk. We are back to the stages when I was in high school and my parents wouldn't let me talk to him. I am sad about that....I'm also mad because he was supposed to buy a calling card to call me at 2:30 and I know my roommate won't fucking click over and ( Read more... )

Yesterday during band practice.....I got my period. I feel a whole lot better about things now. I mean I wasn't making a stink about little things. I was upset and still am bothered about all those other things....but my hormones magnified the problem. Sometimes I think that when they say a period is the way of draining the evil from a woman's body ( Read more... )

I just got my literary analysis essay back from 2 weeks ago. I spent 4 days on it with 4 hours on the last day trying to make it right. I got an F. That is total bullshit....but that's quite all right. I am about to quit caring ( Read more... )

I officially feel like shit...I'm getting mad about him not being available and he was at the hospital. Damn am I insensitive...

I got up this morning....and that is always a blessing. Actually I have been up for a total of about 15 minutes. Mom's watching Pearl Harbor...AGAIN...so I'm here cause I've already seen my favorite part ( Read more... )