well i guess it was inevitable......... i tryed to avoid it......... i knew it was gonna happen.......... yet i continued to lead my self to b lieve it could all b fixed and everything would "be okay", well im only stating this obvious because if u dont already know (which is pretty imppossible seeing how its desert view, rumor mill, big mouth USA ( Read more... )

well this weekend was pretty uneventful, well except 4 friday when i went to the bazaar it was pretty fun! but yeah other than that we had our game and we won of coarse even though i kinda sucked but oh well =( and then i went to some place w/ people and stuff and things jay kay i did nuthing and bummed it sleeping all day! but it was okay i guess ( Read more... )

omgosh u guys i feel so freaking bipolar right now because of coarse im sooooooooo happy im going out w/ jeffery!!!! but im like also sad because i know krystens bumming! like u guys dont understand! everyone thinks that i came in out of no where and just started liking him but like ive liked him since a little b4 celestes party but i didnt wanna ( Read more... )

aww i feel bad because the guy i like im starting to like him ALOT and i mean like ALOT! but i cant really do n e thing about it because i think he likes someone else who likes him 2, u guys can probably tell who it is by now if not comment and i'll tell u because everyones starting to find out n e ways i reeeeeally reeeeeally like him but i dont ( Read more... )

ohh the confusion! so many dings in da noggin! haha but seriously there was the thing about raul where he asked me back out (yesterday) and i said i idk because....yeah idk and then i kinda said no today but jacob told me that raul thinks im gonna say yes so i think im just gonna say just flat out no ya know? well yeah and then theres this other ( Read more... )

well i couldnt sleep last night i dunno y .........but yeah so i was sitting here @ 7 in the morning bored so yeah im updating! well as most of u know i broke up w/ raul he was being a jerk and yeah long story! well celestes party was fun no drama happened and alot of people was there so it was kual! AND i was the first one to say happy birthday to ( Read more... )

Screw this shit!! everything is going wrong!!!!!! y cant it b like in the movies?! everything sucked yesterday!!!!! and starting to today!!!!! everyones mad!!!!! and im so fucking confused!!!!!!! omgosh i feel like crying!
DAMN!

hey well i just woke up practice sucked cuz i felt sooooooooooo crappy! my stomach hurt bad, i was tired, and i just felt blah! but the only good thing that happened today is.............................................................IM GOING OUT W/ RAUL! yay im soooooooooo happy!!! i hope we stay together for a long time! well thats all the news ( Read more... )

we nothing very interesting happened today i went to a drunk convention (wine festival) hahaha it was okay i got to taste some of the wines and did some bungee jumpy thing and rock climbed so...yeah the dance was okay i guess but like always it got boring after like 1/2 an hour so yeah and yesterday i "bonded" with my mother and went to the mall ( Read more... )