And the "Dan Detox" begins. I got rid of all the hotel keys I saved, the one picture I had of him, all the letters I wrote him--but didn't have the courage to send, the CD's hes given me are in a box in the closet because theyre good CD's and theres no way I'm throwing those out (hello?? 3eb Out of the Vein AND new 3eb stuff) I just cant listen to ( Read more... )

Exactly a year ago was the SJ concert in L.A. That was such a great night. But Jesus Christ--look how much went wrong in just a year. I remember after we finally got there and parked, Dan's friend Tavis called him because he had just gotten back from Iraq and Dan said "I'm at a concert with my girlfriend." He never really outwardly called me his ( Read more... )

NO MORE INTERFERON!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO

I'm not okay...Everything is wrong and I'm making myself sick in my head and in my body.

C'mon all you eligible bachelors, where the fuck are you?? I just want someone to love and spoil. Someone I can randomly hang out with.

Basically, I'm having the worst day of my life.

I'm all sore and tuckered out...and sickly....I am running away to the hot springs tonight---nevermind Im not..but um yea. I FEEL LIKE CRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAP

I will cut you out slowly....like you do me.

I heard this song and I had to post the lyrics...they fit so well ( Read more... )

I ADORED the rain this morning. I woke up around four to the sound...it was wonderful. Maybe we can have more?