dammit...... :-\
i REALLY hate the fact that i hurt brian.... i've been trying to talk to him but... well... look and see...
me: hey how are you
him: good...how r u and Jason
me: good
him: Whoopdey doo!
me: :-\ ok then. what are you doin?
him: Im gonna go to sleep now so I guess I'll u later
him: Nuthin much
me: alright.... i have a question before you go
him: Just spending time online
me: do you not want me to talk to you? cuz everytime i talk to you, you kinda blow me off... i dont want you to hate me and i want to be friends and be able to talk to you
him: Im gonna go...later
he signed off at 10:16:55 PM.
*sigh* i dont like this... not at all. and i really hate crying b/c i was a freaking retard to get him involved with me in the first place. i cant deal with this shit ... i think i'm going to go to bed and sleep for days
me: hey how are you
him: good...how r u and Jason
me: good
him: Whoopdey doo!
me: :-\ ok then. what are you doin?
him: Im gonna go to sleep now so I guess I'll u later
him: Nuthin much
me: alright.... i have a question before you go
him: Just spending time online
me: do you not want me to talk to you? cuz everytime i talk to you, you kinda blow me off... i dont want you to hate me and i want to be friends and be able to talk to you
him: Im gonna go...later
he signed off at 10:16:55 PM.
*sigh* i dont like this... not at all. and i really hate crying b/c i was a freaking retard to get him involved with me in the first place. i cant deal with this shit ... i think i'm going to go to bed and sleep for days