Strange Days

[droog]

I've felt soooo bizarre for the last couple of days. Not quite sick, but listless. Which of course means that I've withdrawn from everybody and everything. I'm so confused with where my life is going. I could complain about a lot of things, but the last thing I can say is that my life has gotten boring. I really just wish I knew what was going

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[asteriskhere]

I feel like I could have written most of this post myself!

I'm thinking of going to NYC for a few months to regroup, getting a short-term sublet and a temp job and trying to re-evaluate my options and get a new perspective on things, plus maybe just have a lot of fun in NYC at the same time. But as of this moment it's just empty talk, I don't have any solid plans for anything. :/

[droog]

That sounds excellent. Would you be going alone or with your hubby? I don't think I could do that, as it would involve giving up my job here, plus the problems with Weronika and I. If I did that I'm not sure I would be able to come back, but I've been thinking about doing the same thing. Maybe go back home and finish University or something like that. Plus NYC in Fall is beautiful...

[khrysha]

I see you've tapped into the national Polish pessimism! :P

I'm blaming the full moon - harvest moon. I've felt similar feelings... Run or die... Need a good night out in W-wa, seeing as I can't be seen drunken and vomiting here in Torun anymore as I'm a lecturer at uni... hahahha

[droog]

Actually, vomiting in the streets will put your "cool" points up through the roof!!! Most of the kid'll think you're "da bomb"!!!

[khrysha]

Ohhhh no no no no no.... and my boss's already had one alcoholic he had to sack :P